My dream is for a society that's Utopian.
It seems like it's a thing that too many people oppose.
Money... mostly power are the roots of that, I suppose
So, I feel like dying often.
Going shopping for nice coffins.
The world; it just makes me sad
Hell... it makes me so mad.
Cares and personalities had.
Hoping that people would focus more on the big picture.
I sort of try to get myself killed in different ways;
Gasping for breath are my deadly Free Speach scriptures
Having annoyed feelings almost every day.
I just get annoyed at how hopeless it all seems;
Just living, day to day, by any and all means.
It's hard to count all of the ways that I'm hurting.
Hating that nobody seems to care; I'm a burden.
People hate my free speach, on certain subjects.
Things which shouldn't be any of people's business...
Judged all day, from a distance, but people hardly listen.
Making me hate them & myself even more.
I feel like that a lot.
The helplessness towards the wrong doings in the world, and the annoyance at the neverending... wow... It's beautifully written.... Congratulations.